He turned to look at Remy with an incredulous look. "That's me." Remy
nodded. "But how? Why?"
"Now Eric, you came here for a reason, whether you know it or not.
This place figures pretty big in your life." He looked at some of the
pictures idly.
"Why won't you just tell me?" Eric asked, still looking at the
portrait.
"Because, I haven't known you for that long and I wouldn't want your
mem'ries colored by what I tell you. What if something I thought you
done was vitally important, but to you it was something you barely
remember? How would that make you view t'ings? No, no. I'll give
you straight facts, but dat's it. And I can't even give you straight
fact ‘bout most t'ings. All I can do is open the door for you. You
got to find your own way in."
Eric nodded. "Why was I here? Why does my portrait figure so
prominently?"
Remy leaned against the wall. "You were headmaster here for a time.
While Xavier was away."
"Where did he go?"
"Space." The minute the word was out of his mouth Remy realized how
ludicrous it sounded. ‘Space', like Magnus would believe that.
Eric turned and fixed Remy with a look that clearly said ‘Yeah,
right.'
He held his hands out. "Trust me on this, it can happen. I been
there myself. So have you." Eric looked at him disbelieving for a
moment, then shrugged and turned back to the pictures. "So, why did I
leave?"
"I don't know. ‘Sides, whatever the reason, it was yours. I 'pect
you didn't share it wit' anyone. You never seemed to me to be the
most open person in the world." He paused. "But that's just my
opinion, how would I know for sure?"
"I get the feeling I didn't lead a very envious life." Eric said
quietly.
"Dat would depend on who you talked to." Remy replied slowly.
"Do you know anything about my past?" Eric moved away from the
photographs.
"I know a few sketchy things. Nothin' I'd stake your mem'ry on. I
figure it come back to you when you ready for it. Don't need me
muckin' up your mem'ry." Remy folded his arms across his chest,
waiting for Eric's next move.
Another picture caught Eric's eye. A man in red and purple, with a
flowing cape and a strange helmet on his head. He was surrounded by a
globe of blue energy. It looked pretty similar to whatever it was he
jolted Remy with earlier. "That's me isn't it?"
Remy nodded.
Eric went to take a closer look. "What am I wearing on my head?"
Remy joined him in leaning over to peer at the photo. "Well..."
"What is that a bucket?"
The tone in which he said it was so unexpected that Remy was caught
completely off guard and heard himself laughing before he even
realized what was going on. Magnus leaned close to the photo, one
eyebrow arched in an apprehensive, critical gaze. Remy was still
chuckling when Eric continued. "I shudder to think what my code-name
was. I did have a code-name, didn't I?"
Remy nodded, trying to stifle his laughter.
"Oh, of course I did. You said earlier that you didn't know my real
name for a while. What was it?"
Remy's laughter died away and an uncertain look crossed his face.
Eric shook his head. "Never mind what it was. Please tell me it
wasn't...Bucket-Head."
Remy just looked at him for a moment. His eyes bright and his mouth
twisting in an attempt to stifle the new wave of laughter that was
welling up inside him.
Eric face turned on an expression of mock horror. "It was wasn't it?
It was and you don't want to tell me."
Gambit didn't quite have the strength to hold back anymore. He
sputtered out a choking gasp, then peals of laughter came bursting out
of him. He shook his head vehemently. "No, no. Dat wasn't your
codename." He put his hand on Magnus' shoulder. "But don't go
thinkin' nobody called you dat."
Eric face had a sour look on it. "Oh, like I can blame anyone. I'm
wearing a BUCKET on my HEAD!" He pointed to the picture and then his
head with the stressed words. He looked again at the photo. "How
embarrassing."
Remy gestured to another photo.
Eric eyes went wide. "I spoke too soon, I see. God above, what is
THAT?!"
"From what I understand, you wore that for a time."
"It's purple with a great big M on it." Eric spoke dispassionately.
"It's Purple with a Great Big ‘M' on it."
Remy chuckled lightly. "So it is."
"What did it stand for? Moron?" Eric joked then shook his head.
"Very attractive that. A great big ‘M'. I can imagine what people
thought. I actually went out in public like that?"
"Well, to be honest. I guess you didn't get anyone pokin' fun at you,
Lensherr. You've always been pretty intimidating."
Eric obviously didn't believe him. "I have a big ‘M' on my chest and
a bucket on my head. How intimidating is that?"
Remy shook his head, his grin fading. "Wasn't the outfit, Lensherr.
Was the man."
Eric sobered and turned his head back to the photo. "Magnus."
Remy's head snapped up. "Hmm?"
"The M. It's for Magnus right?" Eric's voice was flat. "Magnus is
part of my name, right?"
Remy nodded. "Magnus is your name. Had enough for one night?"
Eric nodded silently. "I remembered something, anyway."
Remy left him at the bottom of the stairs. Eric was glad. If he had
gone the whole way he would have felt like a prisoner. He felt sort
of like one anyway. At least Remy had let him alone so he could
reflect on what he had seen. Eric Magnus Lensherr, at least he had
his name now. He returned to his room and straightened the sheets and
blankets. Crawling under the covers he let his mind wander over the
day. Jean, Betsy and Hank were pleasant. Eric had very much
appreciated getting out of the room and out into the fresh air. Hank
did a marvelous Katherine Hepburn impersonation. Funny, how Eric
could remember her. Couldn't remember his own name but he could
recall Hepburn. Still, while he had enjoyed every minute he had spent
by the lake he had noticed the threesome tactfully avoiding any
subject that might cause him to ask questions. If he did ask
anything, they changed the subject immediately. He had pressed and
Jean had only told him "Now isn't the time."
Whatever that meant.
Remy hadn't exactly been open. But he had at least let Eric have a
chance at remembering who he was. The room with the pictures was
strange. He hadn't expected to see himself there, looking so
different. The man in the portrait was him, but there was something
in him that Eric knew wasn't there now. That man had been through
wars.
The jokes about the costumes had been fun. He knew instinctively that
Remy wasn't someone who had done much laughing in his life. And he
knew the man that he was hadn't done much either. They both needed
it. Maybe it was payment for Remy showing him that part of his life
or for not holding the magnetic attack against him. Maybe it was just
to help him out. He wasn't sure. He was just glad he did it.
He lay on the bed and closed his eyes again. He had regained a part
of himself. It had been a good day.
Remy found himself in the uncomfortable position of actually liking
the man. As if he weren't in enough trouble as it was. The situation
with Rogue and his already much too shady past were all marks against
him. Now, he found himself actually liking the X-men's archfoe. He
supposed the safe thing to do now would be to distance himself from
Magnus and leave the whole thing be.
But he was never one to do the safe thing. Or the right thing for
that matter. He was pretty much on a streak. He lost his wife, lost
his home, lost his brother, lost his family, lost his love - why not
go all the way and alienate everybody? He grinned sardonically.
There's that dark humor Remy. Of course, the fact that Magnus
actually had a sense of humor - and that it was good - had completely
shell-shocked him. He was able to poke fun at himself in a way that
Remy had certainly never expected of Magneto.
Suddenly, Remy was faced with the fact that Eric Magnus Lensherr was
far more than he had ever given him credit for. And he liked him - he
was even close to respecting him.
End of Part 5